28/06/2009
已来到年中了，问自己做过什么？ 每天都觉得很忙，也很累….不知是因为跟着人岁月的年长。。所以会这样吗？很想有一方作为，可是有不知应如何下手。。。
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有点不习惯。。。。
有点不习惯，真的。。 好不容易过了第一个星期。吵闹的我又变成文静了。我真的好不习惯现在的我!现在的我变得好笨抽叻!!哈哈。。sad!!
你们告诉不要太在意。。。
你们告诉我不要太在意。。。但是我很在意， 我心好痛， 知道吗？心痛比肉还要痛！！ 因为我把他放在其中一个重要的位置。。。你们都说， 不要这样想你就没事。可是，你要我怎么不想呢？被骗的感觉不好受。。心真的好痛好痛
~LeAviNG sOON~
Leaving… Leaving to the better place or bad place? i also don’t know.. But anyway the decision i make i wont regret.. sorry the one who put so much hope on me.. and expecting me will to the certain level… sorry that i have give up..you all told me that i’m the " key team player" , you r good partner, good listener , good coordinator. honestly, when i listen what you all told me i really touch because i dunno i’m the one can effect all of you && can have a positive feedback from you all… really thank you my all friend here.. i really " berat hati " to leave here but i believe the place i go is the better place.. whether i regret or not.. this is my decision.Those who care me, i hope can get the blessing from you all..
Hope this is the rite way i choose.
Hope wat i choose is not regret and is the rite decision i make. Struggle for a few week.. the decision has made to stay back. Hope as wat he told me.. i still a lot things to learn. Hope current situation will change very fast very fast so tat i can move to another things and learn another things. I really hope that wat he promised me i made it.
Abt one of my friend..
MI…. I miss u so much … u leave me far far away.. really miss u… u promise to call me but not call me also… really cannot wait until u back. I really miss the time that we go to shopping together, eating together, 38 together, gaduh together.like a couple. Now i really felt so lonely since to leave me alone here.. i felt angry no one i can talk to… my happiness can’t share …. last time, i everyday can received ur call… but now dun have already even 1 month receive ur call one time also difficult ah!!!.. I really miss u…. can’t wait until u back!! but i promise u already… when u not here.. i will take care myself , angry i will try to solve myself , happiness i will share to other friend…
Friends, i sudah besar lo…. dont worry me ya!! haha
人生的六个经典问题
问题一，如果你家附近有一家餐厅，东西又贵又难吃，桌上还爬着蟑螂，你会因为它很近很方便，就一而再、再而三地光临吗？
回答：你一定会说，这是什么烂问题，谁那么笨，花钱买罪受？可同样的情况换个场合，自己或许就做类似的蠢事。不少男女都曾经抱怨过他们的情人或配偶品性不端，三心二意，不负责任。明知在一起没什么好的结果，怨恨已经比爱还多，但却“不知道为什么”还是要和他搅和下去，分不了手。说穿了，只是为了不甘，为了习惯，这不也和光临餐厅一样？———做人，为什么要过于执著？！
问题二，你会因为打开报纸发现每天都有车祸，就不敢出门吗？
回答：这是个什么烂问题？当然不会，那叫因噎废食。然而，有不少人却曾说：现在的离婚率那么高，让我都不敢谈恋爱了。说得还挺理所当然。也有不少女人看到有关的诸多报道，就对自己的另一半忧心忡忡，这不也是类似的反应？所谓乐观，就是得相信：虽然道路多艰险，我还是那个会平安过马路的人，只要我小心一点，不必害怕过马路。———做人，先要相信自己。
问题三，你相信每个人随便都可以成功立业吗？
回答：当然不会相信。但据观察，有人总是在听完成功人士绞尽脑汁的建议，比如说，多读书，多练习之后，问了另一个问题？那不是很难？我们都想在3分钟内学好英文，在5分钟内解决所有难题，难道成功是那么容易的吗？改变当然是难的。成功只因不怕困难，所以才能出类拔萃。有一次坐在出租车上，听见司机看到自己前后都是高档车，兀自感叹：“唉，为什么别人那么有钱，我的钱这么难赚？”我心血来潮，问他：“你认为世上有什么钱是好赚的？”他答不出来，税肷尾潘担汉孟穸际潜鹑说那冉虾米Ｆ涫等魏我桓龀晒φ叨际羌栊寥〉谩Ｎ颐鞘翟诓桓帽г姑恕！鋈耍揽孔约海?br />
问题四，相似但不相同的问题：你是否认为，篮球教练不上篮球场，闭着眼睛也可以主导一场完美的胜利？
回答：当然是不可能的。可是却有不少朋友，自己没有时间打理，却拼命投资去开咖啡馆，开餐厅，开自己根本不懂的公司，火烧屁股一样急着把辛苦积攒的积蓄花掉，去当一个稀里糊涂的投资人。亏的总是比赚的多，却觉得自己是因为运气不好，而不是想法出了问题。———做人，记得反省自己。
问题五，你宁可永远后悔，也不愿意试一试自己能否转败为胜？
回答：恐怕没有人会说：“对，我就是这样的孬种”吧。然而，我们却常常在不该打退堂鼓时拼命打退堂鼓，为了恐惧失败而不敢尝试成功。以关颖珊赢得2000年世界花样滑冰冠军时的精彩表现为例：她一心想赢得第一名，然而在最后一场比赛前，她的总积分只排名第三位，在最后的自选曲项目上，她选择了突破，而不是少出错。在4分钟的长曲中，结合了最高难度的三周跳，并且还大胆地连跳了两次。她也可能会败得很难看，但是她毕竟成功了。她说：“因为我不想等到失败，才后悔自己还有潜力没发挥。”一个中国伟人曾说：胜利的希望和有利情况的恢复，往往产生于再坚持一下的努力之中。———做人，何妨放手一搏。
问题六，你的时间无限，长生不老，所以最想做的事，应该无限延期？
回答：不，傻瓜才会这样认为。然而我们却常说，等我老了，要去环游世界；等我退休，就要去做想做的事情；等孩子长大了，我就可以……我们都以为自己有无限的时间与精力。其实我们可以一步一步实现理想，不必在等待中徒耗生命。如果现在就能一步一步努力接近，我们就不会活了半生，却出现自己最不想看到的结局。———做人，要活在当下。
wat is this person???
Geram betul! this super lousy person… how come be my leader… everyday talk about leadership. but your leadership not good that can be appreciate by other people. Tiring tau boss!! i tiring to be here… i finally understand, how come u not the people that " people see people appreaciate" if u so worry what we are doing, everything nak campur tangan. ok… fine… i let u do it…. you always make us trouble… if scold people, we go to sorry… what laa…. you higher post you can scold people with no reason!! Come on, where is your leadership , sincerely and etc. sometime, i really tired until i want to hide it. and dunwan to see you!!!!
~Quaterly summary~
Today i received one call from my friend… the friend that long long time not contact already. He asked me one question:" karen , karen wat u do for this few month." wahsei… this q…. i also dunno how to start talk to him. i stop for away then just start to tell the story… because too many things happen in this 3-4 month… got job then no job…. look for the new job… no money no one know… no money until just stay at home… not dare go out because go out need petrol, need pay tol… aiksss… until like tat not able to pay anymore… luckily by god bless i get a job in short time && just can pass my hard time. Get a new job , think me very good… but not good also laaa…. really multi-tasking , everything need to incharge… only a small post in office need to incharge everything… be everyone backup… but no one backup me… good is good coz let me learn more things… OT no claimable, do until midnight also like tat… 7 days also working(like tat nia)non-stop, who know?? no one know!!! but nvm, i believe one thing. God put in a place, sure got his reasons.. just i still dunno why he need me in this enviroment….brothers and sisters… pray for me okie!!!!
God Bless you ALL!!
Everyday growing…. growing….
This few weeks…. maybe this few weeks ask me how ur life’s? maybe i will answer u "so so lo" but not…. But actually everyday i still in learning new things and explore many things… suddenly feel tat my life more interesting… interesting in what sense? errr…. in my job…. in this job i can show my strenght where i not been know by other… thanks god to let me been this company… althought i only a normal staff… i believe if i be well train and i will success one day.. This what everyone is believe to…. and not only myself and u also, rite??? And thanks god to let be in this company to know this group of good friends…. (we tried to solve the problem together, happy together!!! this kind of relationship never enjoy in other company, am i rite?) i don’t know what is the next step for our relationship but i sure that i will keep this kind of relationship for long long long time… Thanks budies!!!! After finish talking good things, come to bad thing… the one always give the problem to me… always ask me to help pick up " shit" so cham u know… everyday need to follow his things.. i waste half day to follow up his things….. my things not need to do anymore.. i know i know he trying so much to fit in our enviroment but i think he " got heart no energy" to do so….. ai…. nvm laa maybe it also one good training for me… to be more patient…… next time, i know how to face this kind of people also… anyway, thanks god to let me been here… and let me keep on growing in physical and mental…..( but i dunno is that the right decision i’m there?hope what i choose, not regret!!!)
